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[ Kise x Reader ] Let's break up

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Published: Oct 6, 2015

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_{Kise dreaded what was coming, but he found himself unable to actually do anything about it. When you asked him to meet you at your usual spot, he merely nodded, not being able to bring himself to refuse.

Meaningless kisses were exchanged, and even though from an outsider's perspective, the two of you looked like any other couple, Kise felt himself breaking down on the inside bit by bit. He knew his hands were on your waist, but it sure didn't feel like he held you in his arms.

"I'm sorry. It's better for both of us, Ryota," you whispered. It was soft, but loud enough for you both to hear. He gulped.

His only response was to tighten the grip on your waist. Biting his lip, he opened his mouth but nothing but a few dry squeaks came out. He closed his mouth again, burying his face into the crook of your neck.

"Okay."

He knew this was his fault. He'd been too absorbed in basketball and his career as a model, and would barely even see you during the week. He loved you with all his heart, he loved you so very dearly.

And yet, he didn't love you enough to make some time for you, is what he'd told himself. He knew he loved you enough to let you go so you can find happiness elsewhere, but how much exactly did he love you?

Kise couldn't bring himself to tell you to come back. That would be selfish of him. He'd be denying you happiness, the happiness you so deserved and couldn't get from him.

Little did he know that you were waiting on those words, too.

But they never came.}